Author: WhiteWitch
•22:45
I haven't managed to update my blog as frequent as I wanted to. I'm not exactly sure why I find it so hard to express myself. Sometimes it feels like I can't breathe. I've been feeling like that for a week now. Well, it actually started several years ago when I realized I had a huge knot in my stomach and that my chest felt very tight. It was all pent up emotions. I've been digging into them ever since I started on the quest of self knowledge, but it can be very painful.

I've been wanting to bring more magic into my life. I hope I can get up early to enjoy the mystical feel of the morning, but lately I've just been wanting to stay in bed.

In truth I feel terribly alone. I'm having such trouble expressing myself and talking to people. I sometimes feel like a ghost. I worry. I worry that I'll be rejected, and so I get afraid of saying the wrong thing.

Going to bed soon. Getting tired. I hope I can see whats at the core of my anxiety.
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1 kommentarer:

On 21. august 2009 kl. 16:50 , Dubious sa...

We are not alone, even in our silence and when we are by ourselves.

Never fear finding and showing who you really are----it is the greatest gift you can give to others because you are unique!

I'm sending you love and best wishes for whatever your heart desires.