Author: WhiteWitch
I think I know what I really want. I want to study herbs. I want to be in touch with nature, the earth, flowers, trees. I want to be in a sense of beauty, and understand myself and life. I want to embrace the femenine, and understand that it's magical and beautiful to be a woman.

For so long I've denied myself what I truly want and need. I thought it wasn't good enough. I thought I have to be tough, and become a successfull working woman, and earn a lot of money and never have time for anything. This belief has made me very anxious. I just want to follow my calling.
Author: WhiteWitch

I hope I can learn to express myself again, here, in this new blog I've created for myself. I used to not be afraid of writing about everything that was going on in my life, and of what was going on inside me, but that has changed since I started seeking out a more spiritual life. I don't want to worry about what people think anymore.

I'm trying to remember who I am. Ever since I was very little I would get a sense of there being something I needed to remember, but no matter how hard I tried I couldn't remember what that something told me I needed to remember. As I grew older that feeling would come up a lot less, though I would sometimes feel anxious, and I wished there was something more to life, something magical.

After my dad passed away, I was determined to visist him wherever he was, and I began exploring astral projection. I left my body several times and I was amazed, because in the astral anything was possible, and everything was magic, and I realized that life didn't need to be dull and gray.

So now I feel restless again, restless to remember who I really am, where I come from, why I'm here, what life is all about. I want to know. I want to understand. What happens after death? Where do we go? Does unicorns truly exist?